April 8th, 2021
- some good stuff from visakanv here:
- kinda relevant, though half of it is sorta missing the point from my perspective, and it seems optimized for ipad? which...
- reward is just the temporary relief of punishment - not my original thought - comes straight out of PCT
- "I'm not sure he isn't awake" is clearly not simply the same as the thing with the two negatives removed "I'm sure he is awake"
- though I suppose you could try instead saying it as "he might be awake, I don't know"
- "of course" and "as far as I can tell"
- I'd just been talking for a whole day with a friend about a thing that we both had a ton of shared understanding about, and then later I went to send a message about the same topic, into a DM group, and I almost said "ofc XYZ" and then I was like "whoaaaa wait I do not know this group has anything like an ofc around this" and so I switched it to "afaict XYZ"
- if I'd gone and tried to say "ofc XYZ" with a group for whom that wasn't also obvious then that would have invited a whole frame battle
- but also if I were to only say "afaict XYZ" with someone that I supposedly have common knowledge with about the thing, that would also be sus
- 🌊 me: 🐂 a bull
🌌 the universe: 🫖 a china shop
🌊: 😬 oops
🌌: 🤔 you kinda fucked up there
🌊: 🙄 I'm a bull! this is a china shop! what am I doing here?
🌌: 🤷 it's a long story, can you try to be more gentle?
🌊: 🤬 wtf, I am trying, don't blame me
🌌: 👍 it's not your fault - 🌊: 👉 well then whose fault is it?
🌌: 🕳️ nobody's
🌊: 🖕 fuck you nobody! ...wait, who's nobody? could I be nobody?
🌌: 😉 nope. nobody's nobody. but you knew that
🌊: 🥺 sort of but I'm still scared I could be nobody
🌌: 🫂 that's okay
🌊: 🧐 how do I know it's okay?
🌌: - <something about still getting to be a bull in the loud sense, something else about like, have I done enough to be worthy of being stuck in the thing>
- 🌌:
- 🌊: do I still get to be a bull?
🌌: well kind of. you seem to want to be a bull who doesn't want to smash china. that seems pretty good
🌊: but what if I do smash the china?
🌌: would that be bad?
🌊: seems like it could be! it's been bad sometimes
🌌: how did you know it was bad? - 🌌: 🤷 it's a long story
🌊: 🥺 I'm sorry
🌌: 🫂 it's okay
🌊: