Malcolm Ocean's roamblog

August 9th, 2024

edited 2024-08-09 · open in Roam
  • this #poem (Rest Stop by Chandler Peters-Durose) is an interesting case study of something about trust, naive trust maybe... NNTD mode 2: trust bet... also something about faulty sensory appreciation? like this person's past is full of abuse, which on some level they trust in the sense that it feels familiar...
    • When given the opportunity to connect with  
      No  
      To be welcomed back into your  
      Home  
      No  
      Family? 
      Do you take it? 
      //
      You reached out your hand and I took it. It felt too good —I pull away almost immediately
      I look behind me seeing the ash of my life I burned
      and I begin to cry
      Through the tears I see you next to me
      Still here
      Still—
      Here
      Tears tear through my body and we sit down on the bench. You hold me close
      Rest here as long as you need, im here and im not leaving, but you need me to promise that you
      will not go back. You made it too far
      Everything in my body says to turn back to the life I knew.
      I look deep into your eyes, and my voice shakes as I whisper ok, I promise  
      You do not let go as I watch the life I thought I knew disappear before my eyes.