playing in the roamblog
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February 6th, 2023
- the main thing I notice as I orient towards playing here is that when I think about trying to have something publishable soon I feel sad & stressed
- okay, wait, that's not the point, that's part of the context of having a showtime in my beeminder but that's not the point of this pomo and maybe I'll say "fuckit" to the showtime
- point of this pomo is just to explore elaborating on some ideas, not to ask "is this ready to go live?"
- I'm feeling in touch with the "don't give people extra problems"
- which is connected to Complice as well
- man everything is interlinky
- that's a nice thing about laying stuff out in Roam though
- weirdly, once I listed out like 4 things it was related to (several of which are already published) I felt less motivated towards publishing it
- it was sort of like "ehh this is already sorta covered"
- I'm reflecting on like...
- the difference between conceiving of myself as "writing"
- vs "editing"
- vs "publishing"
- like what would happen if I conceived of a day like today as a "publishing" day
- no starting with blank canvases allowed, just gotta pick things and showtime them or edit them or something
- weirdly, I kinda DID conceive of it as a publishing day
- anyway, I'm feeling weird and loopy
- let me just relax for a minute
- hmmmmmmmmmm
- mind sorta wandered
- I feel like I want to publish a really short and/or really rough blog post
- to just like, remind myself I can do that
- which feels like sort of the opposite energy of the urge to have evergreen stuff live on the complice site
- ooooh
- I have a doc for this...
- ...