February 6th, 2023
- great 15min audio distinguishing these topics
- I'm free as long as I don't know where I'm going
- as soon as I think I know, I trap myself
- but freedom's right there if I can release it
- > This excellent paper on “Self-Organization in Communicating Groups” by Francis Heylighen at the Free University of Brussels (which I’ll be borrowing from liberally) describes the four requirements for any group of independent “agents” to reach a goal. I want to use this framework to ask the question: What if we thought of our different selves as literally completely different people, with different priorities, skills, and attitudes? How could we use principles of self-organization to get them to work together toward common goals, assuming they are driven primarily by ephemeral states of mind?
The four requirements are:
Alignment: getting the selves to push in the same direction, so they’re not fighting against each other
Specialization: getting the selves to complement each others’ efforts by focusing on the activities they are best suited for
Workflow: getting the selves to hand off tasks to each other efficiently, so they can be completed in stages over time
Aggregation: the assembly of the results of the previous activities into a final product
- the main thing I notice as I orient towards playing here is that when I think about trying to have something publishable soon I feel sad & stressed
- okay, wait, that's not the point, that's part of the context of having a showtime in my beeminder but that's not the point of this pomo and maybe I'll say "fuckit" to the showtime
- point of this pomo is just to explore elaborating on some ideas, not to ask "is this ready to go live?"
- I'm feeling in touch with the "don't give people extra problems"
- which is connected to Complice as well
- man everything is interlinky
- that's a nice thing about laying stuff out in Roam though
- weirdly, once I listed out like 4 things it was related to (several of which are already published) I felt less motivated towards publishing it
- it was sort of like "ehh this is already sorta covered"
- I'm reflecting on like...
- the difference between conceiving of myself as "writing"
- vs "editing"
- vs "publishing"
- like what would happen if I conceived of a day like today as a "publishing" day
- no starting with blank canvases allowed, just gotta pick things and showtime them or edit them or something
- weirdly, I kinda DID conceive of it as a publishing day
- anyway, I'm feeling weird and loopy
- let me just relax for a minute
- hmmmmmmmmmm
- mind sorta wandered
- I feel like I want to publish a really short and/or really rough blog post
- to just like, remind myself I can do that
- which feels like sort of the opposite energy of the urge to have evergreen stuff live on the complice site
- ooooh
- I have a doc for this...
- ...