Malcolm Ocean's roamblog

November 8th, 2025

edited 2025-11-08 · open in Roam
  • a note on stabilizing from Michael "Valentine" Smith: Psychosis is a loss of ability to stabilize.
    • The subjective experience of a reality arises from stabilizing on a coherent ontology. What defines stabilizability for a reality is whether the ontology can function as coherent in use.
  • examples my convo w MA in summer 2023 where I was like “what’s so important about blame?”
  • reflecting on my inkdiehaven, and what I might publish tomorrow...
    • I'm tempted to write up some initial version of the axioms & logic of trust
      • and part of where that came from was imagining publishing the 100% confidence + 100% humility piece and feeling into which bricks I've already laid
      • I've now laid down the unforeclosing piece, but that doesn't explain the power of the word "trust", which would benefit from the axioms/logic
    • other ideas, for tomorrow and this week
      • some of the other "NNTD" ones are almost finished I think?
        • ping
        • meanings
      • I want to keep working on the "what I'm on about" doc as part of mapping my idea landscape
      • I'm also into the idea of working on a piece of writing attempting to critique the name and come up with a better one
      • then there's the whole arc writing up more re faith, stabilization, blindspot-eating etc
    • I got a bit inspired about like... I'd like to write better but I feel like I don't have time to devote so much to each post or to the learning process
      • and I have some sense of like, this month will clear the pipes a bit and give more space to then later taker seriously the project of writing something really good