rec1 9:30
> death doesn't bring meaning to life. love brings meaning to life. death makes it easier to open calcified parts of our hearts. and part of how it's able to do that is because it's horrible
"that you will be flung in harder if you don't choose to go"
rec2 10:05
"oh god, I'm doing the apology thing again, oh no!"
"punishing yourself even though it's not visible, to make it easier to remember that it's not a move you want to make"
"you don't deserve X" / "you shouldn't want X"
"what if good is good and bad is bad and you just admit it"
supercoop